Oh, it feels like today is the best day..

Hey guys.. I haven't written in here in such a long time, I don't think. Not much is happening around here though. Homecoming is on Saturday.. woohoo! Jordan, you're a loser. :P haha Mr. Bubbler will be announced tomorrow at the pep rally and Homecoming Queen at the football game (Rutz and Gis) or (Roach and Ehly).. any of those 4, I'll be happy with. Hmm, I have science homework to do, so I'm going to go do it.. see ya later! I love you!

Lying here with you,
listening to the rain
Smiling just to see
the smile upon your face
These are the moments,
I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments,
I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need
Everything you are
is everything to me
These are the moments,
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments,
I know all I need is this
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream has come true
Yea right here in this moment
is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moment's
I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moment's I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for yeaaa
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream has come true
Yea right here in this moment
is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
No I could not ask for more
Than this love you give me
Cuz its all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

..and I'd be lying if i said i don't wish your hand was still holding mine..

Hey everyone, I haven't written in here for like, a week, but that's okay, nothing important has happened. High school is still high school and the only upperclassman that talks to me is Elliot.. no surprise there. (Jordan, if you are reading this.. this is where the "nice" plays in. Hmph.) But yeah.. read these, some of them are pretty cool. I’m not positive where this feeling came from, when it started, how it even began, but I do know it’s the best feeling & I know I would never give it up. There’s nothing I can do to keep from loving you. Love is when you do things you swore you’d never do. Hold onto to every moment. There’s really no way to get around it – this feeling that I get, no way for me to forget. Every time I see you, I forget all my pride, there’s no way to explain how I feel inside. If I seem to be confused, I didn’t mean to be with you. When you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too. Please walls, stay quiet.. Reputation is on the line.. Please God, stay quiet.. Don’t let them know you’re watching me die. A dream is a wish your heart makes.. When you’re fast asleep.. In dreams you lose your heartaches.. Whatever you wish for, you keep.. Have faith in your dreams and someday.. Your rainbow will come smiling through.. No matter how your heart is grieving.. If you keep on believing.. The dream that you wish will come true. Let the world crash – love can take it. I’m drifting on a lonely sea..
Holding onto memories.. And it hurts more than you know.. So much more than it shows..All at once. If you don’t mind I think I’ll wear my heart on my sleeve ‘cuz I’m tired of not being able to breathe. I won’t fall on the knife that killed the American dream. Give me just a second so I can catch my breath as I fall into the arms of love. I’m crawling my way through, I’m falling into you. Why’s what’s best for you always the worst thing for me? It’s time you took a chance and put your hand in mine. Please see I’m walking into the eye of the storm and I’ll still come out loving you even more. I’ve got to live, I’ve got to love like I am unafraid.

they used to dance in the garden in the middle of the night

alright, i'm taking this thing from Lindsay's little journal

True or False
Bold the things that are TRUE.
Unbold the things that are FALSE.

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner.
07. I love beer.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi. (what's Degrassi?)
20. I am a person. (No kidding.)
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate boys/girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. (No one can have too many pairs of shoes.)
29. I've seen Shes all That at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I am the hottest bachelorette.
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love playdough.
69. I am forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction. (No way!)
71. I love high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy pants.
83. I like Bam Margera.
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am a pushover.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid sometimes.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.

I've seen you in a million dreams.. now you're finally here with me..

What have I gotten myself into? :\ I hate this.

Baby when I look at you
You know it breaks my heart in two
How beautiful you are
I've seen you in a million dreams
Now you're finally here with me
We will never be apart
I wanna hold you forever
That's all I'll ever need

You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, my reality
I love everything you are

Every time I close my eyes
It hits me so deep inside
How real this feeling is
I'm intoxicated by your touch
It's a sweet, sweet rush
I'm in love with your kiss
You're the one I trust the most

You changed me
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, my reality
I love everything you are

Everything, I love everything you are...

Move your feet to this phenomenon..

Hey all.. I think that it's been a little while since I wrote in here the last time.. Umm.. our football team got crushed by Big Spring.. haha but it was a fun game.. I got to see Jordan, Peter, and Kate.. and I met Lisa, Leah, Logan.. and a bunch of other people.. it was great though. And I went to see the fireworks and then went over to Kristin's for manhunt.. haha and Autumn almost got peed on in a tree.. oh my goodness, that was too funny! A bunch of picnics.. and then on Monday, I went to Hershey park and met up with Lindsay and Jen and we hung out for a while.. that was great fun.. Jen is soooo ghetto, it's hilarious.. but Dor yelled at her for being friends with me and Lindsay.. she said that we won't respect her on the field if we are.. ugh. Oh well. Okay, well I'm gonna head out, eat dinner, and then go shopping for a homecoming dress! WOOHOO!!! I love y'all!

- abby

This time I'm not going to follow you down..

Hey guys.. happy Labor Day holiday weekend haha!!!! I love you!!! And come see the jv hockey team play next Saturday at Central Dauphin.. it'll be a blast!

love always .. abby

Hold me tight in your arms tonight..

First game today.. eh, didn't go so well, but I guess it could have been worse. We tied them 1-1 and JV tied 0-0.. so at least we didn't lose, but we didn't do that great either. The first half, I don't know where my head was.. somewhere up in the clouds. The 2nd half, I did a lot better.. I was more aggresive, I got the ball more often, it was just.. all around better. Oh well, we'll just play better and try harder at our next game on Wednesday. This song was in Matt's away message and I liked it.. so I'm putting it in here. Have a good night..

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm, safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder and the rain
To quietly pass me by

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

Where do we go?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go?

Sweet child o' mine

There are many things that I would like to say to you..

Hello all.. today was one heck of a day. I don't know why, but something just didn't seem right. Something went wrong that put me in a bad mood, but I honestly don't know what. Hmph. Oh well, tomorrow is another day. First game and pep rally. Game's against Bermudian Springs.. I don't think that our JV even stands a chance, but hey, miracles do happen. And if Coach puts Megan in for me for most of the game, I am not going to be a happy camper.. I mean, come on, I wanted to play down because I would get more playing time, but if she keeps putting Megan in, I'll get the same amount of playing time as I did last year, and I do not want that to happen. Whatever. Whatever.. you know I've been saying that a lot. People have already been getting on my nerves this year.. but all I can say is whatever. If I say anything else, they'll get mad at me or I'll get in trouble. So, whatever. I guess that will have to work for now. Alright, well I don't have much more to say, so I guess I'll just leave you guys with this..

All the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how.